Where are we going?

Wow. 18 months of silence. Well, silence here. Not silence in life, in my head, or in my heart. The last year and a half has been filled - filled with love, adventures, the mundane, the everyday, lessons, trials, creations, beginnings, endings…you get the idea. A big part of me wants to go back in time and write something poetic, but honestly, my energy is not there. I’ve always been very past-focused, but lately, life has forced me to be incredibly present - which I don’t think I can complain about.

This update is about sharing an exciting, yet still unknown and evolving journey. While looking back and reading past entries, there is a common thread; I am in my head - a lot. I know I am not the only one. The thing is, it’s lonely to ruminate. I start to feel like I’m alone in having these thoughts, but I know I am not the only one. This has led me to think about creating a more visible space that delves deeper into creating, exploring, and learning without the result being tied up in the process. If there is anything I have learned about myself since beginning this small journal, I have a hard time feeling confident in my daydreams, in my projects, in my life. And yet, I feel a connection in the vulnerability I share here. This space will change. It will evolve into something different, but at its core, it will continue to remain a space where I am vulnerable - and that feels more sustainable to update.